Sophia's first flight

Its been awhile since I was last on here but things get crazy with a husband, house and a now 3 month old. This time last year I didn't even know you were coming, I was still unsure about the status of my fertility and still scared I'd never have you. Here you are, 3 months old sleeping on my lap flying back home to Hawaii from Texas. Not many 3 month olds fly, let alone over an ocean TWICE. We had so much fun in Texas, but leaving my mom is a lot harder than I thought it would be the second time around. She's my best friend and I hope I can be that for my daughter too. 2 hours left until we land in Hawaii, 8 hours with an infant .. Am
I crazy? Probably.